So haven't posted since december..
Here's the catchup.

christmas>new years>camp>car accident (my friend and I were lucky to walk away kind of unscathed> I was diagonosed with POCS > finally got my tattoo and last night my beloved dog Cindy had to be put down.


Suprisingly enough I have been dealing well with this whirlwind of events, I've actually felt great until last night and I guess thats why I'm writing here again. Losing Cindy has really upset me. I know I'll be okay. But right now I don't know what else to say other than its just broken my heart..

my beautiful cindy-loo. I miss you so much, you were such a beautiful pet, companion and friend. nothing could ever make you lose your dopey smile and your unconditional love brought so much light and happiness into my life. I miss your little scuttle about the place and the house already feels empty without the sound of little sleepy snorts erupting from your bed. Daisy misses you and its hard to hear her whimpers and see her sniffing your bed. it doesnt seem fair that you were taken away from us after such a short time. our lives (especially daisy's) were so enriched by your presence. 

I love you Cindy (sharky)

xxxx