I'm really disappointed in my relationships with some of my friends at the moment. It just gets to me that some of the people I call my "closest" friends are still so fake towards me. I can share so much of myself with them and still get nothing in return but empty banter. I'm starting to wonder if it's me that's the problem.. or are they insecure in my company? I've always tried not to judge people without due reason and least of all my friends.

I'm also over my so called "friends" putting me down or gossiping about things in my life that are none of their business to other people. Is there no one I can trust anymore?? It seems like everyone I have trusted has let me down lately in one way or another:'(